SOME THINGS CAN'T BE HEALED

PEOPLE SEEM TO THINK THAT I'M THE KIND OF PERSON THAT DOESN'T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.
ALTHOUGH THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW NOTHING AT ALL ABOUT ME.
TRUTH IS I'VE HAD A TERRIBLE LIFE UP TO THIS POINT AND I'M NOT TURNING BACK.
TRY GOING THROUGH ABUSE, RAPE, DRINKING, MURDER...IT'S NOT FUN.
I'VE GOT A PSYCOTIC FATHER WHO TRIED TO MENTALLY KILL USING MUNIPULATION.
I'VE GOT AN OBSESSED MOTHER WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SORRY FOR HER AND HELP HER OUT.
I'VE GOT A FIANCE THAT HAS AN IMMUNE SYSTEM DISEASE (NOT AIDS) CALLED MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS.
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN AT THIS POINT.
BUT I HOPE IT GETS BETTER CUZ IDK IF I CAN HANDLE IT GETTING WORSE...

JORDYN OUT...